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Mehhh -_____- I swear you drive me crazyyyyyy. Like I’v gotten past that whole crush feeling where I get all happy when you hug me. I mean you drew a smile on me with my eyeshadow when I was trying to do my makeup for the show, and that like made my night, cuz all the small things count more than you could ever know.. But then I saw you were hurt later, and I had no idea what was making you so sad, but t hurt me more than you could imagine. I wanted to know, not for the satisfaction, but so that I could help you through it, because your feelings came first. I wouldn’t be happy until you were. Guess I have a weakness for guys who show their emotions… 12.19.10 <3 </3 I’m so done with everything!!! I hate it so much when people tell me it’s not my fault. I mean my friends, my mom, my therapist… what the hell do they know?? I know it’s my fault, and they seem to default to saying that. To make me feel better? as if!! I mean, I know it’s my fault, and just lying about it isn’t gonna do anything. At all!! Instead, how about you tell me how to cope with it, or even just deal if you won’t help me fix it. Thanks a lot mom and dad.
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